Tarnished Dreams


Dreams follow us down each path tread
whilst children dream of flying free
as the ceiling falls away
to reveal blackest night and stars

other dreams tarnish in light of day
youth is vanquished and vanishes
revealing the harshness of life's littering
dreams hidden beneath its' debris

held in the ire of those who are
envious of those who dare to dream
tethered by a thread stronger
than the spider's woven web and
devoid of a destination

yet it is the ironic situation
they intuit themselves immersed in
as they observe fragments of memory
creeping closer a breath away

delivering the ultimate realization
they too have dreams longing to wake
thirsting for a heart to beat within
which has lain dormant too long
in youth not lost but sleeping

Ā© December 2018 Renee Espriu

The Image Was Taken From Public Domain Pictures
& Created as Art



17 Replies to “Tarnished Dreams”

  1. The beauty of growing older to me is that there is blessed time to dream and create and reflect. There are three faces to the Goddess: Maiden, Mother and Crone. Too often I notice women continuing their Mothering with grandkids, for example, to the exclusion of embracing the Crone phase which calls us to delve deeper inside, to create, cultivate and accumulate wisdom. Then they feel like life has passed them by. As in all things, balance is desirable. Aloha, Renee. Sweet offering. Love the image as well. ā¤

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    1. Thank you Bela! I will be moving to my oldest daughter’s next April and there are grand babies but she knows that I am not going to do any baby sitting…unless my daughter is ill with her Lupus….and then I would help. But I am going to endeavor to build a tiny structure on her property in which I will have everything with which to create and only eat and shower insider her home. A big step for me but rent is no longer an option as they continue to climb. Yes, it is the time in life for me to grow into who I am and am looking forward to it. Aloha!

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    1. Thank you Betty. I once was married to a dreamer of a kind and now he fills his days talking about ‘what ifs’ and such. Yet I was never one to dream but as I’ve grown older perhaps some dreams are something to consider. Hope you are having a good weekend as well.

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      1. It’s good to dream, as long as we balance it with practicality, I guess. Though there are those leaps of faith that can either result in great things or catastrophe. It’s the “what ifs” that cause depression….but that’s a whole other subject, no doubt. I’ve learned to live in the Now….or at least I’m trying. šŸ˜‰

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  2. Such a lovely poem Renee.. No matter how old I get, one never lets go of our dreams.. May all of your wishes come true dear Renee… Your journey has not been an easy one my friend..
    But I know when we keep hold of our dreams, we make them come true within our reality..
    Sending Lots of love and well wishes my friend
    Enjoy your Festive Holiday with family and friends.. And sending well wishes for your future in the new year..
    Love and Blessings always sent.. ā¤ Hugs to you Renee.. ā¤

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    1. Thank you, Sue. I always thought myself to not be a dreamer but in actuality, I never allowed myself to dream or sought the reality of them. I am hoping that some will come about while I am at my daughter’s as she is so much that I am not…optimistic and positive for one. Even with her Lupus she always looks forward to another day. She continues to teach me so much. Love and Blessings to you my friend….and Hugs! Of course! xoxo

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  3. Dear Renee Lovely dream expressions, a pleasure to read. I wish to thank you for visiting my blog and expressing your appreciation. I wish you a very Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year Stay Blessed and Happy Writing too best regards.

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