She summons the courage to
propel herself forward
back in time past school
yards covered in dirt
surrounded by chain link
fences with children
playing nursery rhymes
but all she really wants
is to lie down in a field
of wild flowers amidst
the queen anne’s lace
She wills herself to run
past youthful wiles of
teen age pessimism all
heart’s emotions a roller
coaster played out in a
game of self-fulfilling
hurt of loveless guiles
but all she really wants
is to lie down in a field
of wild flowers amidst
the queen anne’s lace
She takes determined steps
past hopeful dreams
anchored in the concrete
of city streets and high
rise buildings with a
widening gap of poverty
and wealthy ego schemes
but all she really wants
is to lie down in a field
of wild flowers amidst
the queen anne’s lace
She propels herself forward
past everything gone to
here and now trying to find
her spirit at last letting
go of the trappings of life
free to love and give back
passion of life in flying
so then she can finally be
able to lie down in a field
of wild flowers amidst
the queen anne’s lace
© February 2012
Renee Espriu

