Peas in a Pod

Peas in a Pod

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‘two peas in a pod’…have you
heard the expression
i would stand my ground
through every dimension

there was fury and anger
in every move she made
i felt it growing up
a fiery onslaught cascade

as year flew by faster
sending us forth and beyond
her health ever failed her
took me years to catch on

that holding onto bitterness
tasted like acid filled song
to forgive and let go
an aching that i longed for

within a prison i had made
nothing ever etched in stone
time gave clarity to us both
together close and not alone

i gave her all i could amend
calling her daily even when
her hours had waned and
angels called her to them

‘two peas in a pod’…have you
heard the expression
she visits in my dreams
through every dimension

© February 2013
Renee Espriu

This is for dVerse Poets Pub at at http://dversepoets.com/the-Art-of-letting-go/

My mother and I struggled to get along and even after I married and had a family we simply could not agree on many things. But after all was said and done, we were really so much alike in so much of who we were, that in her final years we became so close, it was difficult when she died. Five years later and I long for the phone to ring, or for me to dial her up and her hear voice.

Penury Dreams

Earth cracked and dried
a forgotten parchment
emanating nothing, not
even dust to hold the
barren roots unable to
sustain him any longer
he rests boughs leafless

penury dreams as the old
growth tree that he is he
reminisces about expanses
of forests that will one
day come to pass when the
youth of new trees planted
once again bring new life

© April 2012 Renee Espriu

Elusive Energy

Elusive energy like
misbegotten passion
illusive and fleeting
for only a moment
then it is gone

like a faceted stream
of sunlight showing
prisms radiant as
diamonds vanished
as sunlight fades

Elusive energy that
fans out before you
star dust moonbeams
only captured in
dreamless sleep

© January 2012
Renee Espriu

Red Rose Dreams

Red roses even in             
my dreams still
belong to you as
fragrant as though
you are still
here beside me
red roses for you

© January 2012
Renee Espriu

I cannot see a rose of any color, but especially red roses, and not
think of you. In memory of mother, gone but never forgotten.

Closed Doors

Crystallization of promises
empty, bereft, void of
new beginnings

tattered remnants of
wind-blown flags
announcing images
hewn on stone

an audience of one
behind closed doors
only visions of
dreams becoming
something more

brandishing a looking
glass tantamount to
something tangible
discovery of
peace in living
as oneself believing                      

unbridled freedom as
passion limited only
by closed doors
opened by
estuaries limitless
pathways giving
into possibilities

a cryptic meaning
rhythmic beating of
a heart still waiting

Discovering that the
Door is Always Open

© January 2012 Renee Espriu

Scent of Citrus

Dreams pensive she is
lulled to sleep
smell of citrus touching
from inside out
real enough to taste
juice flowing

On a summer breeze she
walks among orange groves
heady from the scent

Warm air pulling her down
among green grasses
where soon eyes are
heavy with sleep

While in the real world of
pillows and quilts a
window opens to the
night air gently whispering
her name in response
to her calling

Her dreams follow releasing
her again breath heavy
with scent of citrus

© January 2012 Renee Espriu

Canvas Surreal

Dreams a window to the past
youth takes fancy to enfold the wise
wherein yesteryear is held hand fast
such as life in amber encased lies

People passing who feel and touch
across the miles time stands still
dimensional moment hourglass such
compared to a Dali canvas surreal

Reach out and speak a name suspended
seasons nought where nature’s free
physical being is supple and mended
reality exiled from the mind scape see

© December 2011 Renee Espriu

Memories Keeper

Dreams softly edged in gold
viewed only by the keeper

Landscape as a vista unfolds
velvet-black night the sleeper

Memories of a life untold
’til morning wakes a slumber

Dreams softly edged in gold
viewed only by the keeper

© December 2011 Renee Espriu

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Flight of Fancy

Take flight with me
on a wonderful sea
where white caps
are edged with
filigree
where dreams take
repose on fingers
and toes
where your dream
shows you what’s
meant to be

Come away with me
on a flight of
fancy
where dreams are
found not
pillow bound
where blue skies
stay forever blue
where rainbows
touch earth
as a river flows

Take flight with me
in perfect harmony
where musical
notes are
like honey bees
filling the air
with the taste
of song
where the scent
of love
always belongs

© October 2011 Renee Espriu

Angels Incoming

Imagine airwaves filled with energy
amazing light the aura of a rainbow
imagine dreams coming true and a
 destiny fulfilled pure as creation
you have imagined ‘Angels Incoming’

Imagine all this energy holding the
radiance of calm and healing to be
with a sick child in a hospital room
holding the hand of grieving parents
you have imagined ‘Angels Incoming’

Imagine hope given freely and comfort
to those in poverty barely living and
those walking the streets without any
home to go to, wrapped warm and fed
you have imagined ‘Angels Incoming’

Imagine peace amongst warring nations
with people held in the grip of pain
death surrounding them and threatening
to take them walking heads held proud
you have imagined ‘Angels Incoming’

Imagine lands with disease caused by
 catastrophic storms where hope seems to
abandon and no future seems left open
now rebuilding, surviving, planning
you have imagined ‘Angels Incoming’

Imagine airwaves filled with energy
amazing light the aura of a rainbow
imagine dreams coming true and a
 destiny fulfilled pure as creation
you have imagined ‘Angels Incoming’

© October 2011 Renee Espriu

My oldest daughter has struggled so with her Lupus and continues to rise above when others would have long given up and my youngest daughter somehow is still here after being in an accident that could have taken her life or worse and she is still here and well. Sometimes it is difficult to Not Believe that there is something more, something beyond all comprehension. I, for one, believe in the possibility.