I recall two years past another time
when my heart within my chest gave
no inkling it would fail me
as hearts are want to do
The crocus would begin to peer
above the ground in unexpected places
in the grassy areas and I would
mow around them carefully
Then smile to see their petals close
to open only when the sun’s rays
caught their lavender petals
amidst the hosta’s large leaves
They came up year after year splendid
regal, demanding to be seen
pushing aside grass, weeds, plants
‘look at me, look at me’
I looked and now how I miss them
yet how I am so like them always
determined to break forth, to go past
what my heart was capable of doing
I did steer past all the obstacles
the ones in my way, the ones not seen
microscopic bacteria running rampant
using my blood like water driven roads
All the while moving forward striving
to rise above like the tiny crocus
clinging to soil beneath the grass
pushing through all the hosta leaves
My heart did fail me but others like me
took great care that it should beat again
that I might recall a time now past and
a lesson learned from the tiny crocus
© October 2016 Renee Espriu
Image Taken From Morgue File & Digitized by Myself


very inspiring and uplifting Renee!
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Thank You! Seems as though 2015 was a bit of a blur but these days my mind is much clearer.
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I hear you!
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A wonderful poem Renee.. and I am so pleased also that your heart still beats strong and that there were others to help it start its rhythmic beat again, for you went through such an awful time of it..
A beautiful creation, but hopefully you can plant many more crocus bulbs even if in pots to uplift your spirits and remind you that the Light opens up all our hearts to the warm rays sent forth both by nature and other people’s kindness’s ..
Love and Light
Sue xxx
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Thank you Sue! I do hope you are enjoying Scotland. Such a wonderful holiday for you both. I feel better every day. Huge learning curve for me but am doing alright. xoxo
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So pleased that you are well.. And yes Scotland is beautiful xxx Thank you
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Very expressive I can just see the crocus pressing to rise above and open its petals Great poem
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Thanks Marja! They were such beautiful little flowers and amazed me with their determination. Hope you are well. 🙂
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