I Considered Myself

Soldier

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I consider myself to be
a peaceful person
living in a place
not fraught with war
void of detonating bombs
fragments of life gone

I consider myself but
to no avail
for the rumbling of war
has never been far
as off in the distance
on foreign soils
it creeps very close
to my own back door

I considered myself to be
living my life apart
even during Viet Nam years
seen on broadcast news
of death and others tears
of something I was
unable to touch

I considered myself & then
my son joined in the ranks
of men and women called
to fight in a war fueled
by the inner turmoil
of a people distant
and out of sight

I considered myself to be
untouched by the carnage
the destruction of
people unknown to me
whose lives were
never mentioned

I considered myself & then
you came home & you
seemed different
for you brought the
memories with you
that now touch my life
to forever affect it
with war

© September 2013
Renee Espriu

I have known many who became soldiers. My own father and his brothers fought in World War II, my brother was in service during Viet Nam but did not see battle. But when my own son went to the Middle East, even though he was fortunate enough not to have had to be in a battle, he saw enough of the aftermath, that it has affected his life in ways I will never be able to understand.  For most soldiers do not speak of what they have seen and heard but these things, I know, cannot be erased from memory.

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Poets Against War, Poets for Peace

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file000513414694Please unite with us on Into the Bardo next week for Poets Against War, which is really saying Poets for Peace. 

We will start with something special on Sunday (it may or may not include a poem, Terri Stewart will surprise us) and then each of the next six days we’ll host poems from six different poets.  Throughout the week, we’d like you to join us – not only as readers – but as writers by putting links to your own anti-war or pro-peace poems in the comment section on Into the Bardo. We’ll gather the links together in one post and put them up as a single special page. Please don’t worry about questions like whether you’ve been published or whether you think the work is good. These questions are irrelevant. It’s your heart in the work that counts. That’s where the power is.   So please…

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Catching Particles

Catching Particles

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splintered wood from
a lightning struck tree
catching particles
of afternoon sun

like reflections
of another self
transformed in
Alice’s looking-glass

catching particles
of colored prisms
the waterfall dances
over time’s precipice

& the dragonfly is seen
catching particles
of each ray of sun
season of summer done

© September 2013
Renee Espriu

Rescued

terrier mix

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fur soft and course
all at once
like brush bristles
left untouched

eyes speaking to me
from deep inside
her voice only heard
in a blink of time

always rescued them
as they came my way
her I chose
an autumn day

© September 2013

Let me begin by saying the above pic is not of the dog I recently adopted but looks enough like her, I decided to use it here.  I call the dog I adopted Dulce and she is 7 months old.  She will hopefully, like all my pets, have a very long life ahead of her.  She traveled here to Washington along with many other dogs that were rescued from what they call ‘kill facilities’ in California.  She has spirit and I believe will let nothing get her down.

Rose Petals Lie Soft

Rose black and white

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rose petals lie soft
atop the cedar chips
casting no aspersions
on my memory of youth

 

they belie not their
sharp thorned hostess
as those in our lives
with empty laden promises

 

but they draw us near
as the insects to nectar
to plant seeds of life
as an unplanned gesture

 

life is never black & white
nor is my spiritual quest
like a rose in its’ guise
a journey of countless steps

 

© September 2013

Renee Espriu

 

Everything Fragrant

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©2013 Renee Espriu

 

free now from your pain
to smell everything fragrant
to be running free again
rest well my feline friend

 

© August 2013

Renee Espriu

Hemingway was 17yrs old and my last feline friend to cross over to something better. He had been in a decline for a time now and, as it pained me to see him go, I have to believe that I did him a service after all.